Winding down my thoughts today
I lie awake in shades of gray
Enticing deep blue yearning
For one more night of gray
Insecure as I say
I could have loved you
If it had been some other day, some other way
I would stay and never betray.
But here I lie in shades of gray
Waiting to be the midnight prey
Of thoughts that crowd and words that slay
When silence triumphs but shadows play


Abhaya Subba is a Nepali singer-songwriter and musician, best known as the front woman of the Rock band Abhaya & the Steam Injuns. She is a former RJ of Times FM and Hits FM, and is famous for her progressive music and social initiatives.You can read her blog entitled "Just Today"